Book of Daily Prayer (86-90)

86. PRAYER FOR PERSONAL GROWTH

 

God what makes it so difficult to get rid of things I don't like about myself? I can't stop smoking    or maybe its drinking or pills or overeating. My short temper really bothers me but I can't seem to change it. I keep thinking that underneath all the self indulgency, sloth and meanness there's a person I'd really like to be  that others would like too. What keeps me from becoming that person? Father, help me to know myself  what I am and can become. Enable me to see the good in myself and rejoice in it to see flaws and change them. Teach me to live with myself, to accept myself mindful that becoming what You want me to be is more like cultivating a garden than chopping down a forest.

 

87. FOR NEIGHBORS

 

Help me to understand the answer Jesus gave to the question: "Who is my neighbor?" About a man on a road who needed help about those who refused it and the one person who gave it. Make me more sensitive to the feelings of those I meet at home, in a store, on a bus, in a crowd More aware that whether I know them or not  the nameless, the angry, the anguished all people, everywhere are my neighbors in You. No one is really a stranger unless I choose to mace him so.

88. PRAYER TO LIVE IN THE PRESENT

 

God I spend so much time reliving yesterday or anticipating tomorrow that I lose sight of the only time that is really mine    the present. Remind me that the past   with its successes and failures   is over. I can make amends where I have hurt others or let them down But I can't undo what has been done. The future is yet to be and eagerness or apprehension will not hasten it or postpone it. You give me today, one minute at a time. That's all I have all I ever will. Give me the faith that knows that each moment contains exactly what is best for me. Give me the hope that trusts You enough to forget past sins and future trials. Give me the love that makes each minute of life an anticipation of eternity with You.

 

89. PRAYER FOR OPENNESS

 

Lord help me to see the plight of those around me the conditions in which my brothers live. Lord help me to hear the cry of the anguished the whisper of the hopeless the plea of the forgotten. Lord help me recognize the stench of poverty the odor of illness the air of loneliness Lord help me to realize why some people have no taste for life no palate for living. Lord help me to reach out and touch these my brothers with humility, reverence and love.

 

90. FOR THE LONELY

 

It's awful to be lonely, Lord. Sometimes when I'm in a crowded room surrounded by people who love me I still feel lonely. I'll bet the world is full of lonely people sitting on park benches and bar stools in movie theaters and at cocktail parties. My next door neighbor has never knocked on my door. Why is that, Lord? Help your lonely, Lord to reach out of themselves. If only we weren't so afraid of being hurt in the process... We'd really like to become more aware of and responsive to one another. Grant us strength to take the risk involved... The hurt can't be worse than this lonely feeling Help us, Lord to overcome our loneliness by becoming one with each other and one with You.